You can only control you

I'm human.

I've made multiple bad decisions.

I've been cheated on.

I've been hit.

I've been screamed at.

I've been disrespected.

I've been lonely.

I've been exhausted.

I've been too sad to cry.

I've been ghosted by people I've helped multiple times when they didn't need me any more.

I've been betrayed by those closest to me. 

I've gone decades without hearing "I love you."

I've had a nervous breakdown.

I've been turned away by family when I had nowhere else to go.

I've had physical pain so horrible I couldn't catch my breath.

I've been taken advantage of.

I've been cut off by people I gave everything to.

I've been lied to.

I've attempted to end it all.

I've cried myself to sleep on more then one Christmas and more then one birthday. 

I've kept secrets that no one knows.

I've had horrible mood swings that I couldn't control.

I've fallen for a scam.

I've sat in my car on the side of the road and cried.

I've been alive for over fifty years and it took forty seven of them to say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

To get over the past, you first have to accept that the past is over. No matter how many times you revisit it, analyze it, regret it, or sweat it…it's over. It can't hurt you any more and anyone who judges you for the past needs to get over it. NO ONE IS PERFECT